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| You know... I am a very patient person. I have tried and tried with you..and right now in my life, I do not have anymore time or energy to expend on you. From now on, if you have taken my kindness for granted, you no longer have it. You have to earn it back. And it won't be easy. It is very hard for anyone to get me to the point that I am at right now. I am who I am, and I am not changing nor have I changed for anybody, no matter what you think. Please live your life and stop being so hateful in your opinions about mine. I am happy with my life right now and you need to either be happy for me or get the hell out.
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Well it finally happened, I never thought it would....but Pattie got sold two days ago :( . Just about 5-6 months away from me being able to buy him..and someone snatched him away. [Boo] I just hope he found a good home..with someone who is willing to put up with his incessant need for attention haha.
In other news I'm on spring break...and I'm scrambling to finish a paper for my Gen ed capstone class...which was due Friday but luckily, he was nice enough to give me an extension. [Thank God] This week, Royce, Katie and I are going to Hutchenson [sp?] Kansas to relax and see a bunch of museums. I'm pretty excited to have a change of scenery....even though its still in Kansas.
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| Sooo..school is getting even more overwhelming...I didn't think it was possible but it's happening. I don't know why I thought I could handle 3 capstones in one semester...[ U G H ] Its not even near midterm time and I'm so stressed out. [ f u c k]
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| So..i'm too lazy to title this blog entry.
I should be in bed right now, figuring out what position I'm going to take on my Gen ed paper..but I'm not. This is definitely not a good way to start off the semester. Tomorrow I'll be better [i promise]
The strangeness of being back in the states has finally hit me I think. Going from walking around Salamanca everyday to sitting, reading in my single person dorm room is wigging me out a little bit. Life has changed so much around me that I dont know what to expect anymore. I keep expecting to hear Mo say something, but then I also feel like at any moment my host grandmother is going to knock on my door and start speaking old lady spanish that I dont understand. Today I started talking in Spanish to my friend Paula. It wasn't funny like I imagined it would be. It was...akward. [lame]
I already have a bunch of stuff to do..and I kind of feel like..even though I've had 3 days of classes, I'm drowning in assignments. I am really hoping I can make it through this semester..I may have overdone it this time. [oops]
I decided something today. I'm going to try to take initiative more. I have a huge problem with calling people, or making plans. I just kind of wait for people to call me. Which is a TERRIBLE thing to do.. I actually think it's one of my greatest flaws [there's many great flaws] So over this semester I'm going to try to initiate conversations, hang outs..etc. I feel like I'm missing out on time with people because I'm too scared to pick up the damn phone or go knock on someone's door. [fuck it]
Royce came up to visit me this weekend..It really helped keep away the lonliness.. It was great to see him and we had a lot of fun. I'm going to end this xanga post on a good note, just for you Royce!
[Tarantula chicken]
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| So..once again its been a while. And I'm pretty tired so this is going to be a quick post. I just wanted to update so you all knew i was still alive. I cannot believe that its already '09! Its going to take me half a year just to remember to put '09 instead of '08 on everything. Its pretty odd at how fast time seems to go by now that I'm not 8 years old. Am I the only one who has experienced that? Time seemed to pass so slow when I was little. A 2 minute time out in my room was pretty much worse than being put on death row (sorry i watched a lot of truTV tonight) but now a year doesnt really seem that long. Who knows..its probably just me!
In other news, today was Royce and I's 1 year anniversary! We took it easy today and relaxed cause the other night we went out to try that Fork and Screen thing at AMC. It was pretty shwank! I'm not going to be one of those girls that carries on for 4 paragraphs about relationships and boys..but I will say this..I never knew that it was possible to have a boyfriend that was also a best friend (with exception to chase..but thats a different story). But now I know that its not only possible, but also, that it RAWKS!
Oh yeah..by the way! in case you didnt know! I'm back from Spain! It's a little late to say that since i've been home for about 2 weeks. I know its a bit late to be saying that, but my last update was when i was still there..so..yeah. Christmas was great, I got to spend it with family (and Royce) Which was really all I wanted. After 4 months, i just wanted a calm christmas with the family so that was AMAZING. New years was also pretty laid back! Which is something I needed..I think after 2 weeks I'm FINALLY getting over jet lag.. I didnt think it could last that long but I am SO relieved to be switched back over to US time. Ok...I better go to bed! Buh Bye!
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